And there is another side to my story
I 'ave a longing !
I long to be identified and cherished for who I truly am
~ BUT MORE i long to live it !
Just meeting the word 'earth-centric' (Sara McFarland) ~ in my case it's about listening to the needs of the Earth + the needs of me, being part of Gaia and follow those potentials in my being and acting ~ through my energetic 'artings' and ritualisings...
In that, there is that which fits and mirrors the more-of-that
~ and there is that which doesn't.
It fits a wannabe more in my aliveness as a living body and soul, and embody and live 'my thing' from here.
But was is missing!? Since I don't just throw myself fully into that!
There is another part of me identifying with a very high spirit. And that spirit is here to alchemize (another new word) ~ transmute ~ bring magic to the world.
In other words: to be a tool for a higher aspect. Let me dare to call it 'divine intervention'.
I'm not at ease revealing that, but that is how it is in my subtle sensing.
'Divine' being a force beyond and yet part of all that is. It is the God included in Gaia and the Galaxies ~ and in us - the humans who feel part of both worlds.
They have seemed like two (three) separate sides of myself. The upper part keeping me going on the edge of time and existence.
The lower part holding my longing for full aliveness and paradise on Earth.
I'm dragged to the latter for regaining strengh and purpose and yet I move a step aside from the earth-bound.
In honouring my path I continue bridging these two crucial elements of my existence ~ both in body and as a spirit-being.
